Mom of the Blues


The primary time I felt it, I knew it was outdated as ancestry:
the sensation some girls chase with phrases; some really feel
out the flesh of their mouths or abdomen with moans
and growls you’ll’ve thought was warfare. The kid  
conceived of heartache, our proof of loving.

I used to be with youngster earlier than I ever lay with a person—an ill-mannered
lady who made a language of feeling. She rattled my insides,
making songs of heartache and lonely. I carried her for years—  
thought I removed her with phrases fishing spherical like a hook.  
She solely grew heavy as any child fats with emotion, the burden

I carry like all mom, like all lady who has mothered
herself whereas a toddler clawed out her throat. A boy left me  
by the aspect of the highway, coronary heart in hand like a beggar. I hadn’t
identified I used to be with youngster till she got here bare on my tongue,
a cry a lot my very own and so separate from my physique.  

Phrases crashed by my mouth like I used to be a grasp rapper,  
cursing him and his moms and his home and his good-for-nothing-aaahhh.
She kicked and burped and gassed like all almost-baby, prepared  
to style air for herself. Mad as Mary, as any lady who noticed God  
and left, mouth stuffed with babble, I pushed out the wail  

like a kegel, and the kid got here, blue. No breath. I pushed my air  
out, and stuffed the hole the place her mouth ought to’ve been.
Folks noticed me wail and writhe, till I laughed, in awe. I heard  
the echo of ages in her single tune, and witnessed her really feel  
her personal self out. How good it felt to boost her from my tongue.  

She threw her whole-bodied voice about me like a whistle.  
Passersby heard her, too, however to them, I used to be a silly lady
with no manners, hollering and calling it singsong: a godless prayer.
I held her so long as I may, calling on her many times, keen  
her to life: mama’s therapeutic child.

She took all my damage and made it dance earlier than me.  
Her cry, my very own. I gave delivery to sound I ain’t by no means heard  
earlier than, and he or she was delicate as lady components and laborious as loving.  
I stored keen my breath and coronary heart to listen to her, mama’s tender  
child, a toddler of myself.



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